If it's not one thing...
Dec. 16th, 2025 02:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
doniagoLooks like four for New Year's at Koto: Amanda, Romeyn, Holly, and myself. How the mighty have fallen. I don't know that there's much I could have done differently though. I did invite a few other people who weren't available. I didn't invite Justin since I barely hear from him. I sure wasn't going to invite Travis or Jess or anyone along those lines. I can't really invite the folks who've since moved. :|
I got into a stupid argument with the other FWG officers last night about...I'm not even entirely sure what it was about...and it made me feel marginalized enough to consider telling them all to piss off. I've since calmed down a bit, though I'm still going to keep myself a bit more distant from that place going forward, at least for a bit. Kate reached out to me and helped a lot with her empathetic support, and the person who most aggravated me did end up apologizing (possibly under encouragement to do so), but that does leave others.
I ended up talking with Vice about their rejection of my commission, and I'm glad to say that was basically well-received. I'm certainly happier with things than I would have been if we hadn't talked. I'm still a bit peeved with Ray for saying he'd give me his take on things and then never actually doing so, and if he ever does, part of me looks forward to telling him he missed the boat on that one, though that's not a very nice part of me.
Haven't heard from Dethbox since Thanksgiving, which is pretty fucking disappointing.
Just in general I've been feeling a lack of people who I connect with well lately. Six months ago I would have been wondering whether I might have had a future with...well, never mind...sigh.
I got into a stupid argument with the other FWG officers last night about...I'm not even entirely sure what it was about...and it made me feel marginalized enough to consider telling them all to piss off. I've since calmed down a bit, though I'm still going to keep myself a bit more distant from that place going forward, at least for a bit. Kate reached out to me and helped a lot with her empathetic support, and the person who most aggravated me did end up apologizing (possibly under encouragement to do so), but that does leave others.
I ended up talking with Vice about their rejection of my commission, and I'm glad to say that was basically well-received. I'm certainly happier with things than I would have been if we hadn't talked. I'm still a bit peeved with Ray for saying he'd give me his take on things and then never actually doing so, and if he ever does, part of me looks forward to telling him he missed the boat on that one, though that's not a very nice part of me.
Haven't heard from Dethbox since Thanksgiving, which is pretty fucking disappointing.
Just in general I've been feeling a lack of people who I connect with well lately. Six months ago I would have been wondering whether I might have had a future with...well, never mind...sigh.
